The weary kind

...And this ain't no place for the weary kind
And this ain't no place to lose your mind
And this ain't no place to fall behind
Pick up your crazy heart and give it one more try...


I've just ckecked all my previous posts. And realized I barely know who was the one that wrote them. I've gone through a lot, many of it changed me, or at least iniciate the step to a 'change'. But as a song goes 'changes after changes, we are more or less the same'. And I guess that's true. What makes the difference is the courage we take to approach our dreams. Whenever we learn from life and try different things, not knowing wheather will we fall or not, we need an amout of courage to step ahead. And each time we are a little closer to that picture in our minds, the picture of What we should be. And that picture, I think, is always the same.

It's been a long day today, one of many. And many to be. What saddens me is that my memory is far too short to remember it all. And maybe I shouldn't try to do that. Maybe I should just care to live in the moment. That's everything thah we'll ever get from life. Sometimes bad, sometimes good but always, always interesting. Eaven when I think I'm bored a tought climbs into my mind, gives me ideas, songs, mumbles, jokes... Maybe it's me or scizophrenia, but still my life, I must say is never really empty. Sure it seems so, but I hold on my beliefs and they work miracles as it seems. I'm not really religious, or maybe I am, what I want to say is I don't believe in protocol or routine ort radition considering faith. I believe in what I should believe. What I feel and sense and touch and see. I believe in my own world. It may not be the right one but I find it very hard to loose faith in people that make my world, or those who sneak in it. I like people and love them, and the kind ones I adore. Is there anything more beoutifull than two kind people meeting? I don't recall. Anyways...I think I'm trying to build myself a world which is in my head. Many have fallen in that attempt but that never was any good reason to make me quit...ba bay nd g night