Have you seen me lately?

Get away from me,

get away from me,

this ain't gonna be easy

But I don't need you, believe me.

Yea , you got a peace of me

But it's just a little peace of me

I don't need anyone

these days I feel like I'm fading away…

 Today I've been coping with loneliness quite a bit, which in the end has brought me to a sort of melancholic feeling. It was never hard for me to be alone. I know some people can't be by themselves for more than half an hour but I'm usually not one of them. I always find something to do, or at least engage the silence with my thoughts. It was always important to me to think things through and that's why I, now and than, would accept the solitude open handedly.
 Today, strangely, it bothered me to be alone. It's not that I had nothing to do- in contrary- I had enough to keep my thoughts going on. And it was not the absence of people, as my family was at home and we had some guests for breakfast and went to a birthday in the evening...But what could I not stop thinking about is what are my other friends doing. Not only the closest one but also those who I don't hear that much from. And I thought, what are they doing, where are they, did they thought of me? To make a long story short, I'm calling this symptoms post-Facebook-erasing condition.
 I've erased facebook before. But for different reasons and than I really had enough of it. And it made me feel good. I optimistically hoped it would this time too. But as you can see it hit me pretty hard. I used to spend a lot of my time on fb. Because I wanted to. And it was fun to be there. And now the most logical thing to say would be; why the hell don't you go back?!
 I'm considering it. BUT,...I figured... what if I'm addicted? I wouldn't say yes to that, because it's easier to deny it. But I'm leaving the possibility open. So for now I'll find other things to do and wait and watch what's happening. Rant over.
O.K., lets move on to other things. The lyrics above is by Counting Crows -it must be my favorite band for about 5 years now! I adore them. The lyrics, the vocals, the acoustics, the instruments, the style.  At first glance I'd never relate to them and I'm actually surprised I fancy them so much.
 I've been listening to the blues and some old rock a lot recently. I kinda like it, it feels so genuine and vintage and Oh.. You know, you can smell music in that! I'm talking about real, amazing music creations. Something that, nowadays it's hard to find. I get that feeling from Counting Crows which makes them even grater. The only thing I'm missing in the blues are meaningful lyrics. Well, Pink Floyd are not involved in that:).

 

This picture it's supposed to be weird^^. Something of a pink floyd emotion.